wo ai ni

我的快樂 - 錦繡二重唱

徘了徊了走了　錯了哭了痛了
累了倦了睏了　煩了亂了冷了　都是真的
瘋的想的念的　不安的焦慮的
複雜的夢過的　擁有的失去的　怎麼忘呢
你坐過的沙發寬了 你愛的音樂停了
我等著你等成了擺設

我的你的他的　好的壞的難的
灰的藍的黃的　酸的甜的苦的　都還記得
非常想要忘的　絕對不能忘的
我心要還你了　真的不行要了　只得放了
環島的火車載著我第幾天了
忽然發現這一刻我不想你了

我的快樂　會回來的
只要清楚曾愛得那麼深刻
不准問值不值得
我的快樂　會回來的
離開不是誰給了誰的選擇

我的快樂　會回來的
只要清楚曾愛得那麼深刻
不准問值不值得
我的快樂　會回來的
離開不是你給了我的選擇

瘋的想的念的　不安的焦慮的
復雜的夢過的　擁有的失去的　怎麼忘呢
非常想要忘的　絕對不能忘的
我心要還你了　真的不行要了　只得放了
放了...　忘了...

song lyrics

I'm OK - 元若藍

放心I'm OK Go Away 忍住我的淚
記得你曾經 愛我對不對
所以I'm OK 無所謂 該向你感謝
在我心底 那玫瑰 曾開得很美

趕在今天陽光很燦爛
特地穿上你送我的白色球鞋
只是還不習慣 街道那麼寬
想躲進你口袋找溫暖
從前是場重感冒 要靠勇氣才醫得好
雖然明天走不到 戀愛要重考 我還是會笑

現在我邁開大步走 一直向前走 不許再回頭
經過了你的愛 我的回憶夠精采

你的愛 在心底 不會枯萎

PS:I LOVE YOU DUMPFISH
wo ai ni ...xi wang ni zhi dao..

why why ??T.T

30 September2008 (11:11PM) (crying for you to come back pls listen to me)

wad happen
y camp fire tat night i am mad at him
y y
yesterday only i know tat
tat day camp fire he acctually send me a chinese msg saying if u forward this msg the one u love will say i love u to u in 1 months time...
y i thought is a chain letter whn is not!!!y ....i love u so much but y ??
y i missed the time y i missed it..
i cried...my tears just kept rolling down my cheek i just hope he knew tat even though he dump me but i haven move on...i really love u dumpfish!!!!
i love u pls ...
if u give me another chance u want me to cut myself i also will do...
i love u ....pls i hope i can change time n then i hope i can turn back time to tat night camp fire...
if i would just listen to your explenation then it will be ok rite
y....
y ....pls listen to me i just hope u notice me
i love this song because i feel my heart n yours together whn i hear this song

Miley Cyrus - 7 Things

I probably shouldn't say this
But at times I get so scared
When I think about the previous
Relationship we've shared

It was awesome but we lost it
It's not possible for me not to care
Now we're standing in the rain
But nothing's ever gonna change until you hear, my dear

The 7 things I hate about you

[Chorus]
The 7 things I hate about you (oh you)
You're vain, your games, you're insecure
You love me, you like her
You make me laugh, you make me cry
I don't know which side to buy
Your friends they're jerks
When you act like them, just know it hurts
I wanna be with the one I know
And the 7th thing I hate the most that you do
You make me love you

It's awkward and it's silent
As I wait for you to say
What I need to hear now
Your sincere apology
And when you mean it, I'll believe it
If you text it, I'll delete it
Let's be clear
Oh I'm not coming back
You're taking 7 steps here

[Chorus]
The 7 things I hate about you
You're vain, your games, you're insecure
You love me, you like her
You make me laugh, you make me cry
I don't know which side to buy
Your friends they're jerks
When you act like them, just know it hurts
I wanna be with the one I know
And the 7th thing I hate the most that you do
You make me love you

And compared to all the great things
That would take too long to write
I probably should mention
The 7 that I like

The 7 things I like about you
Your hair, your eyes, your old Levi's
And when we kiss, I'm hypnotized
You make me laugh, you make me cry
But I guess that's both I'll have to buy
Your hand in mine
When we're intertwined everything's alright
I want to be
With the one I know
And the 7th thing I like the most that you do
You make me love you
You do (oh)


dumpfish...i love u ...i dont know y but even if u ignore me i will just keep loving u until the day i cannot love u ...
i dont know how to say this but is just tat ppl ask me wad is so gud abt u tat i cant move on...i told them tat you've got my heart...tats y i cant move on...
i love you...


PS:ILOVEYOUxOxOXo

single

28-9-2008 (empty day) (7:07PM)
u know being single is not tat bad after all
lolx
i get to contact wiv all my frens
do things that i love to do
play rough wiv guys
somehow i always lie on my bed n look at the cellin i found out that
whn there is no love in your heart everything seems to be useless
and i keep loving the guy i love but i never tell him that i love him
i just kept quite n i just hope that he is happy then i am alright with it
even if one day he get another gf is still ok
as long as he remember me is ok but i think is not possible...
i kept listening to the jay chow's song-cai hong
i even learn the lyrics
i hope one day he would know that i love him n he loves me
n we go together
but izit possible i still dont know
maybe cause i am too childish n stupid
n naive to go with other guys just to forget him
and when i stop i notice that is useless i cant forget him because i love him
i can do anything just to change myself into a better person to love him
PS:i love u dumbfish!!!u dont notice it i am so tired someone love me please

argueing day

12September2008 (10:46PM) weird fucking day
today i argued n showed face to HL cause somehow i piss him off then he piss me off
he ignored me for like a few hours then i keep talking to him n he keep ignoring me then i saw him smile then after that ok jor...
lol
HL is one easy goin person...
i cant wait for sunday class...
^___^
but i dun wan to be the class clown tomorrow T.T
tat time i wear until a bit too lala cause i wore a skirt n then wore a pants socks...
lala cause i scare later rain will cold so i wear another pants socks...
aiya i hate the guys!!!!Fuck emmm!!!
tomorrow i wearing a normal white -T and a stupid pants if they still say my name among the guys lar tat means something fishy is happening...!!!
fuck u dac gene , and the gangs...WTF
ass holes!!!

on msn i dont know wad to talk to u ...F***

10September (915PM) (tired day goin to sleepy land...headache)

i really dont know wad to talk to u ...
i dont know y ...
i really hope whn i say 'i dont bother u lar' u would say is ok and tell me wad heppen..
but u didnt...
is ok i understand...is really hard to open a topic whn u dont even understand him...
i really dont know y whn i want to talk to u my head starts to ache...
i dont know y T.T
i felt like crying...
i felt like everything is gone...everything is over even our brother sister relationship would bomb in 1 day...
all these times i have been stupid enough to hold back n wait ...
hold back n keep peeping at the back ...
u know y is because i hope u would come running to me n say i am sorry to leave u alone tat time...
but i understand is very hard to do that whn u dont even know wheter he love's u or not...
i dont know y i felt so scare tat one day everyone would leave me ...
n i would be the only one standing....
everytime i think of it i would sweat...n i would feel like crying is just like emotionnal unstabble...
whn i see him tat day he really look hurt...
i was hopping he would really notice me but then he didnt again...but is ok
i understand i am not as important as his other sisters...
i undertsand...i am in his past n i am never going to bring him back even if i want to he wouldn't agreee...
because he dont love me anymore..
i am just like a piece of glass...he cant see me i cant see him
i am really tired today...
really tired...
dont know y is just like i hope tat someone would run to me n hug me n ask r u ok...
but then no...
is ok...i understand...
today i saw chang zhao's brother chang yee...
i walk pass him because eventually i tot he dont know me n he was in the car but he wind the window down...
i walk pass him another time because my mom wasnt infront n i look at him...he smile n wave gudbye to me...
he is really a nice guy ...but michelle yee they all treat him as a bad guy...reason y i cant tell it out in the public (i mean in my page cause million's of u might open my blog in see )...
if he was my bf it should be quite nice...he is a nice guy^__^
ok crystal stop dreaming...!!!!is not gonna happen...!!!!!!
woahhhh.....god i've been writing this post for the past 20min's i got to run
tomorrow night only i write again

continue of the story happy bunny day

is just tat what goes around comes around...
last year FXXX dump me for no reason n this year someone else dump him again lol
whn u r really say...tears dont talk only music talk...
today i sang 'Forever Love' song ...
it reminds me how lucky n happy am i to have a bf like him
but even if i turn the time back nothing is goin to go right because i dont know whr is his heart...
but all i know is ----is wiv him...
i dont know...
i wont understand...y
he hurt me so much y cant i forget about him...
crystal forget abt him...
he is not worth your tears your time but y am i still holding back...
the song 'i stay in love'...
the lyricx...
*We said let go but I kept on hangin' on
Inside I know it's over you're really gone
It's killing me cause there ain't nothing that I can do
Baby baby, I stay in love with you
And I keep on telling myself that you'll come back around
And I try to front like "Oh well" each time you let me down
See I can't get over you now no matter what I do
Baby baby, I stay in love with you*
this part...
it really describe abt me...
he told me to let go but i still insists to hang on...
is really hardcore...

9September2008 (11:16PM) END OF THIS STORY CONTINUE TOMORROW IF I GOT THE KINDDA FEELING TO CONTINUE...

happy bunny day

today
is a weird day
everyone seems so unusual...
n i swear to god tat i am goin to be tall !!!!!
i am goin to go 4 basket ball ^_^
i must be tall
i wan archeive my goals...
i wan to be tall study hard
i also wan to be happy cheerful...
i wan everything
i wanna be the boss of u !!!!
this is one of my weird days...god JXXXXX acctually not asume lar but then i feel tat he say tat i am fat
but hu care lar
god fat mai fat...i dun belive i will be fat forever
i am goin to be slim
no one is gonna stop me from being tall^___^
haix...FXXX broke up wiv his gf...
is the gf fei him...he look very sad...
just like last time how i feel
many questions y he/she fei me y ..am i not gud enough for him...
gimmie an explenation...
feel like wanna cry but then cannot cry...
cause ppl say whn u r really sad ..really sad.. no tears will flow down your cheeks...only the kindda sharp pain will poke into your heart causing u to lose your appitide lose your mood...
lose everything...
is just like 1 day god give u everything the next thing u know god keep everything bak...
is really sad ...

stuck in a lift

today 8September 1147PM (funny scary day)

lol today whn i go tution i saw 2 frens outside the lift
they were sweating like nutttssss
i go infront n ask them wad happen??
they say they got stuck in a lift n they pull the door only can come out...
we went by the bak door...
cool it was so scary like horror movie scene
but then also nothing happen
sien o ....T.T
boring....

sad day...

7September2008 (raining day in my heart)

today..i went for hip hop class nd i had fun but then i dance like a winnie the pool so fat...
at night when i chat wiv mamakarloon only i know this sad news abt his internet fren...
she passed away...
y is god so unfair...
those tat should die they never die..
but some of them tat r not surpose to die they go at the wrong time wrong place...
and the left us all alone...
but we will morn in our hearts...
no matter who u are wad u look like u will forever be in our hearts...
dont worry abt whr to go we will always be by your side...
no matter how far we will still be with u ...
dont worry...
yesterday 6 september i suddently cried at night no reason...
i just dream of an accident and i cried...
cried out loud...it was a bad dream...
it was a bad day...
i dont want anyone to leave me
i also dont wan anyone to leave now...
is not a nice time to leave...
but then life is god's creation no matter how much time lord gives us
we will appreciate it...
i guess my opinion is tat
god gave us this time so tat we can explore...
so we will use this time to do stupid things make histories...
make everyone laugh
have fun
crank it up dance like a sheep...
no matter wad we do...its still a very precious thing...
we must all appreaciate it...T.T
this is so sad...

i hate my parents...

y my mom always scold me...
i dun like it....
always ask me do homework
i hate homework...
then force me go play piano...
i dun like it...
today they scold me
i felt like crying...
i ate 2 pieces of cream cake...
and damn tat sucks...