3november2009

i am not happy...i dont know y
i just dont like it i argued with my fren...
urgghh!!!i just felt like WTF i am telling u something trying to make a point n that*** IS NT GONNA FREAKING commit suicide
n u just argue back very gud ! urggh ! our friendship is officially ruin by one stupid useless topic!
n i can't believe i brought that topic up n ended up in fights n argue
i just felt like crying i dont understand y ....
its so hard to not cry...
i tried not to but i just cant help it...
y ... i felt like u changed a lot n i think thr is a gap n i dont know u too well...
in this conversation i think our friendship is ruin u yell at me ur mad
n i wanted to tell u i dont give a damn! but i cant
i just dont know y this is so damn useless i just hope HL n joie was here then maybe i would stop caring abt what he say...
i just cant take it anymore n i decided hell yeah not talking anymore
even if i talk bak he would shout at me n say which part of i dont wanna talk bout this topic u dont understand...i was just trying to give my point of view....urggh damn i dont wanna talk to u again!go away leave me alone!

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Halloween party on 30October2009 a memorable day indeed =)

30 october 2009 (friday night its time to party) Halloween eve(this might look so damn weird because no one ever celebrate halloween on the EVE but oh well my life is full of weirdness)

it was raining on the afternoon n that was the last thing i hope god would give me!!!!
i tot it was gonna rain like the other days non-stop!but thank god it stopped
we prepared everything the decoration well it sucked obviously!!!!everything started to fall off it was so horrible
n me n vic went to the lrt station like 2times or more to pick up some of my frens it started so damn boring!!!!
everyone was shy!!
silence for a while n everyone started to go missing especially my frens @___@(vomit blood)
n the most stupid thing is that i switch on the I-pod n the speaker n i forget to press play it was so stupid whn i finally notice it!!!urgghhh humiliation
after food n everything we someone started a water balloon fight n it was awesome!!!everyone was running around the speakers were all soaked in water the i-pod phones all SCREWED!!!!everyone was wet like i dont know sponges or something!!!haha
everyone was running around n whn i wanted to walk up the stairs SPLUSH!!!!a bucket of water from upstairs was poured down!n i think 1 of the buckets even broke cause someone throw it down!
i mean not everyone but some of us drank a few sips of alcohol n man it was horrible yuck!unless they put more lime juice it taste better a lil other than that it was bitter yucky n totally not cool!!!
well maybe i was a bad planner nothing really went correct accept for the water fight other than that was totally not in the plan!!!URGGHH!!! i hope he was thr=( too bad...
if he was thr maybe it might be more fun i guess haha
i bet my blog really sucked dont it haha but i hope u have fun reading it!!!
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Wha- wha- what did she say?
Mmmm whatcha say,
Mmm that you only meant well?
Well of course you did.
Mmmm whatcha say,
Mmmm that it's all for the best?
Of course it is.

I was so wrong for so long
Only tryna please myself (myself)
Girl, I was caught up in her lust
When I don't really want no one else
So, no I know I should've treated you better
But me and you were meant to last forever