haiz...

today is a kind of crazy day
start off with a no reply from my kai kor...
its like a few days me n my kai kor din sms i sms him he dun reply n i dont know y
manybe he is just too busy with her other kai mui...
makes me jealous all the time...zzz
hope i can tell him eh u stupid i dont wan be your kai mui^_^
haha so pro...but i am not doing tat cause i know u dun dare n i dun wan lose a kai kor...
hard to find wuwu~~~
so kelian.......
no one care me liao....wuwu~~~~
so lonely n emo.....feels like shit....
like dunno how lar
haiz........

WTF

haiz.....i dont know how to believe u ...
u told me to break up n now u say i love u to me...
i dunno how ar.....who i love....!!!!
stupid me!!!i hate u crystal.....
i dunno hu i love....T.T....
stupid me!!!!!stupid.......
mariah carey-bye bye song nice....^_^
so meaningfull

childish de me

childish ,unwanted
left behind like the others...haiz...zzz
wuwuwuwu~~~~very cham ar.....
life without u reali very cham but i believe in myself no u olso ok de^_^
hahahahaha reali not funny ar....
yeah i am laughing but inside i am dying...
i wan to eat jelly beans n gummy.....
at least when u bit the gummys head off it wont fight back....
sometime music n chocolate n teddies r all u have n they can at least make u a bit happy...not depressed......
tats all 4 today my dear diary...so sick of love song...but yet i still love it....
exam commin...sei lorx.....need study wuwu

sad...

haiz i dunno wat to say ...
believe u or not...but i really dun believe u r a playboy...
but now everything over ler say wad u also wont come back...
can only xiang lian ni
n just hope tat u r happy bah but i am not happy...
exam comming also ...i remember i ask u after exam we go sri garden de food feista but now ....all torn up le...
i dun blame u ...blame myself too childish n stupid...no gud enough 4 u ....
just hope u remember me.....
i love u ....

we broke up

yesterday midnight 12 o clock we broke up...
i keep crying n crying until my pillow is wet...
i really hope it was just a dream
but in the middle of the night i wake up n cry i told myself calm down u know this would happen pls dont cry...pls dun cry........
but in the end i cried my heart was bleeding n i hope tat in the morning this would all be a sily joke or something...
i hardly slept...just thinking of u make me cry
i cry over n over again just to hope u come back to me...
u hear me ??i love u i never felt this way be4 well ok my ex left me n i didnt cry out only cried in the heart...but u ...i cried out.......
i love u ...i really love u very much...
my heart is torned up by u
it was built by u n ,u end up tearing it apart until it hurts so much

oh my gosh^_^

i love u so much babe finally u top up
i was like so damn happy...............
i miss u so much goin to die le

today ne okok lu normal day but very fun
cause raining....haha
see ppl play rain

midnight cant sleep

peace yo^_^
hahahahahaha....not funny is now almost midnight n i still can't sleep yet....
got problems with changing the blog layout......
aiya can anyone help me!!!grrr....ibet i just have to find out myslef...so sick....
headache plus a bit fever.....wanna sei jor ....

today is emo day 4 me

today very sad oo...dunno why....
miss him so much..
hope tat his headache better ba...
so dan xin oo.....today first time play blogging...very shuang oo..!!
but still a bit sob sob dei....

this is all 4 today lu....cannot write more le....hope today will more happy bah...!!
muackzz love u ^_^..