ouchhh

5 am in the morning my leg starts to hurt a lot the muscles just cram until the extend i couldn't move...
it last for 5mins then its gone when u just think u could go bak to sleep the pain comes back again this time i couldn't help but to wake my mom up...
its so painful...worst than anything else
i remember all those funny things we said n i just smile n laugh for no reason [kindda crazy rite]
i ask myself so many things ...
like y didnt i join the choir i mean i like singing
y didnt i join the hip hop exam ??i can dance way better than them
y didnt i join the piano exam
so many things than i always wanted to do but just because of no self confidence i drop out
why didnt i start eating less when i am 10 y didnt i ???
so many questions just seems to be twisting n turning in my head
is driving me crazy y didnt we plan more parties when HL n JY is still here
y ?yyyyyyyy can someone give me a perfect answer ??no rite??yea sighs
sighs
it all just go back to zero aint it??

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will u love me if i said i love u ??
will u believe me even if i am not true
can u make me change from bad to good
can u make my life more wonderful than now
i just want a smile
i just want to look at ur eyes all day n night until i can find out y
y did i fall for u
how did u make me do that ......... ..........

happy day :] although its raining

yesterday i dream of u in my sleep....
maybe wishing to a star that i can dance wiv u works....
although i will never get to dance wiv u but at least in my dream i get to dance wiv u rite ^0^
weird thing is that who is micheal!!!!i just heard the name n i saw ur face n a bicycle with 2seat ....
ur so gorgeous as always....
wow is so great ....nice dream but it was interupted when my moms phone rang n it woke me up T.T
then we went shopping at KLCC awesome its been so long since i have ever been to KLCC
the art galery thingy...so nice and so many nice things that i have never get to stop n slowly take a look...
finally when u really got time u will notice that there r so many beautiful things that u have rejected to take a look at it....
i bought mashmellows n we went to chilis to eat nice nacos brownies n my aunty swollowed a piece of paper when shes eating her sandwich which it wasn't surppose to be in the sandwich so we were laughing all along...
it was so nice to finally sit down n talk to everyone n i enjoyed it a lot...^0^
the supermarket it so hugh n it has japanese things i love it!!!!!!
hope u will know how much i miss ur voice

Addicted .. ..

the only thing tat i am addicted to u is ur smile ur character n urself...
u got me feeling like the dumb n old self...
i saw u talking to others it was ok i was hoping tat u would come by n talk to me...but maybe the gap was between us...
i was feeling under the weather...
without u talking n joking...everything just seems so normal n weird n not funny...
i remember those days where i step in the court i would see u smiling at me n waving...
today u weren't thr...i was missing u a lot...
maybe u wouldn't know that...
everything was silence n so different...
u would always make us laugh n make me listen to all the things u say abt life love n lots...
i enjoy listening a lot...rather than being the one talking a lot...
sighs...today u never show up is just so not normal i was still hoping tat u would pop out of no where like what u did last time...
but i guess maybe u r really tired n have to rest at home...
even i feel like dying so tired less than 8hours of sleep...tution homework revision n loads of shit
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Hit me like a ray of sun
Burning through my darkest night
You're the only one that I want
Think I'm addicted to your light

I swore I'd never fall again
But this don't even feel like falling
Gravity can't forget
To pull me back to the ground again

Feels like I've been awakened
Every rule I had you breakin'
The risk that I'm takin'
I'm never gonna shut you out

Everywhere I'm looking now
I'm surrounded by your embrace
Baby I can see your halo
You know you're my saving grace

You're everything I need and more
It's written all over your face
Baby I can feel your halo
Pray it won't fade away

I can feel your halo halo halo
I can see your halo halo halo
I can feel your halo halo halo
I can see your halo halo halo

Devil

2april2009
sunny day but rainy after tat
i walked out
n i tot i wouldnt meet u cuz it was quite late but i was surprised cuz ur thr!!!!
u smiled at me n i smile bakk
u told me tat i was a bad luck
cuz whenever i come by ur frens would run away !!!
lol i talk bakk saying tat they got bored talking to u but then i was kinnda happy lol!!!!!
i am ur bad luck but ur my gud luck!!!!
lols
u winked at me n i was like okayy...chill....he does tat almost everytime i see him
but i am so happy ^W^
lucky me :]
smile darlinggs ;]
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