The song u played...

30August2008 7:18PM (at joie's house) (its a hurtfull day)

whenever i hear the song "Forever love" it reminds me of u ...
it reminds me of everything we shared..
the happinesss the sadness and every single sparkle in the air...
i cant let u go....
is just so painfull...
is like stabbing a knife in my heart it really hurts...
no matter how i pull out the knive i still cant stop it from bleeding...
i really have no gutts to say i love you...
cause its almost 1 year n i cant decide whether i love you or not...
in this 1 yeah our distance...is further apart even whn i see u i will act like nothing is thr....
it really hurts.....
i dont know what to say what to do...
everytime i want to talk to u ...
i dont dare...cause i am affride tat i would speak the wrong word or thing...
but then everytime i hear tat song...i felt like crying...
the tears just fall like droplets of water flowing down my cheek...
it just hurts....
i cant forget you....T.T