rejected

18october2008(2:49PM)(emo day)
i should have known u would reject me!!!
y am i so stupid foolish n retarded to love u tat deep love u tat hard..
do everything in the world just to get your heart
in the end i never tell him tat i love him cause my fren asked him n he say dont want to hurt me so ask me not to say
i know tat he love someone else...!!!!
y do i still want to ram my heart on tat fuckin wall...tat fuckin hard bloody heart wall
it hurts my head...it hurts my heart...no tears came down because maybe is just too hard until i felt like sleeping forever..
loving someone is not fun is hardcore n sad...

to all the fuckin retardes tat left us alone
u know wad it feels like to get left out n get leave behind in the dark i guess u dont know rite cause u never get rejected by someone u reli love...
u know getting rejected is painful wad u say i will keep it in my heart forever n if one day u come bak n say i love u i will just walk away n say sorry i dont love u like i did yesterday ...
sorry but if u really want me to give up yea ok i will try to forget about u