give up

24october2008 (11:23PM) (raining again)
u know i keep thinking
y am i the one getting hurt n u just stand thr like nobody's buisness!!!
i am fed up wiv u get it ?!
i want to give up get it??
bla bla bla...!!!sick of your shit sick or your face sick of your words tat makes me fade
get it!!!i hate u...
i waant to give up because no matter how far i run you will never chase me back no matter how pain i drop you will never ask y
even today i see you i felt like yea i am giving up...
is so dark deep down there n i dont want to go in any further..
i cant take it...
maybe i really dont love you tat much...
sorry...i dont love you like i did yesterday ....